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Haven’t posted in months. Feeling the need to let it all out:
School will take a post of its own when I have the time for that. Right now, I just wanna chit chat. I have so much trouble putting my thoughts to words. Hopefully this all comes out close to how I want it to.
Spent the weekend in Illinois with my SoIll family. After about 5 years I got to visit and see their part of town. I saw a red tree for the first time! The hiking out there was beautiful. It was such a needed vacation. Sometimes I worry and get anxious that four days with me is kind of overwhelming. My soul definitely needed four days away from work and Arizona, surrounded by people I missed and love. Hopefully, I get to see them again soon. Seeing the nature and all the space between their houses made me reflect on how I truly need to travel. I need to travel to find a home or a place I can call home. I want to see the world. I want to see all the nature the world has to offer. I want to meet new people and eat new foods. I can’t stay in one place for too long. I do want to build a family, someday. I do want to be surrounded by the families of my best friends. I want the cheesy holidays spent together and the kid play dates. But first I’ve got to see everything I can possibly see and find my ground, find my air. No excuses. It’s time to travel.
I found a CD in my mom’s car. A CD I know I never purchased. The only person the CD could “come from” would be “me” or someone I’m acquainted with because of who the artist is. I just want to know HOW it got there and WHY am I finding it now? I know; I’m the sentimental bitch that puts meaning into things that most people toss aside. There are just certain things that unfortunately do turn my heart a few step backwards at times.
I’ve been working so hard on my health physically that I need to work harder on my health mentally. I need to get back to writing, maybe learn a new language. Positive growth. That’s what I’m all about.
Had so much more to say, but I’m falling asleep. Gotta get to work as early as possible. (as always!)
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